...what are the little dangers and the large ones? No one has ever written this.
- John Steinbeck
Preamble
I am a poet, I am a writer, I am a storyteller.
Them, there are a bunch of dangerous words.
Because now I have committed myself -
perhaps should be committed...
Along with all those other famous
and infamous personages that claim to
perhaps understand the placement of words.
Now just what am I going to do with them...
those darkly ominous threatening cloudy obscure
words that eek and ooze out of every pore of
my being even when I don’t have a pen, or
a keyboard to enslave and demand purchase
for the dramatic, comedic, rebellious or soothing
sentences strung together to make sense?
How long can I feign incompetence, or
ignorance of rules, or proclamations that
I don’t want my words to be misconstrued,
edited or even bound - sent out into the real
world like unprepared children awaiting
critique and review...and yet that’s what I have
been doing; babbling; bobbing in spaces
Now just what am I going to do with me...
hide behind the apron strings of familial duty -
make the excuse once again that I don’t have
the time to pursue self publishing because I don’t
have someone else to do the leg work, listen to
myself; dramatic, comedic, rebellious and soothing
soul-speak, heart palpitating as I say; some day!
©JP/davh
William would be proud of you.
ReplyDelete[ or Edward de Vere, depending on your point of view ]
'eek and ooze', love the personal neologisms you employed.
Stay away from publishing what is so precious to oneself. As I agree with your foreswearing of facebook, twitter, pinterest and the rest.